stess

I AM SO FUCKING STRESS NOW

WILL UPDATE IT SOON

my world

today is 30/12/2011
tomorrow will be new year eve
yet
now i am so no mood just because i don have car
mean you need to break with me
i am trying to be the best boy friend for you
yet
just because i don have car to use you want to break with me
i really dunno what to say
i m really trying my best to make you happy no matter what
i know maybe you got your reason
and you think i m selfish
i don want to explain so much
i prefer to just keep silent and just let myself die

i once a really strong guy
i am on the top of the world
i am the best of the best
yet
i die in women hand
no wonder old people always say 英雄难过美人关
but i believe in one thing
every successful guy have a wonder women behind
if the girl willing to suffer with the guy 1st
i know i am not a rich guy like the other
but
i have my own way to make you happy

i know is all my fault not to buy a car
but
i cant afford a car since i am helping to pay the house
i thought u understand that
i know
you stress in your working place
stress about your dad business
stress about no car to use
stress about your study
stress about your family
but
every time you say what me also will say
ok don worry
i really mean it when i say that
as long as you happy

all i want is you yo be happy that all

p.s. for people who read this just don think too much bye bye~~~~~

stress level reach max this time i really mean it

heart break

My heart Break le ....

Again I am Not good enough ...

I not understand her enough

My mood is like shit now

Bye bye

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mood~~~

feel very sad and moody tonight
really
i need to do more n think more

my life cant be like this anymore

maybe

i really should follow my dream

life

It being a while i missing from here,
here~~~
is the only place i can really talk to myself
and
let all my feeling out

today suppose to be a special day
but
i have being spending it alone~~

i know life like that
i always put you alone when i m working

i
am
sorry

but i have to earn more money
so that your parent will accept me

i know i am not good enough
i cannot compare to who ever that can make you smile and laugh all the time
all i want is you to be happy
it being few day you and me didnt talk on the phone

maybe

you dunno that i always waiting for your call

i know

you busy

so i will not mind about it

but today is the 1st time i feel so lonely in my life

p.s note to myself
you need to be more brave

am i good enough??

am i really good enough~~~ plz answer thank you

life

my life is like happy go lucky nw

but

inside i am nt happy at all

cause

i still miss her

haiz~